And ... try it.

On ... and on ... and on.

Fortunately ... there are many that really succeed keep that enthusiasm from the beginning ... and really get involved on playing such a role for very long time.

They ... just do their best.

And ... looking at them ... we could really define them as ... the perfect partners.

But ... unfortunately ... by the passing of time i see them clearly having a sadness on their faces ... and don't know why.

It's somehow... illogical ... cause all looked to be perfect ... as energy of the couple.

So ... the question is ... why the hell ... after playing the role of the perfect partner ... why we see them with such a sad face?!

I saw many ... like that.

I've tried playing this role too ... but unfortunately i felt i've lost myself on this journey.

Maybe ... i wanted to have so much that person ... that I've totally ignored the fact that it's actually possible to come into a point of total contradiction with my normal way of being.

I analyse my own case ... but in fact I understand deeper the subject ... analysing the others.

So ... i've dared to ask few of those silly people ... "Why do you bother to do that?! Can't you see into the mirror the sadness from your face?!"

They try to smile to me ... but again it's all a forced smile.

I can only conclude that being the perfect partner ... it's not a role that can be interpreted by anyone.

And the paid price ... unless that story is a story about ... infinite love ... is just ...

Well ... most certainly ... all ends with a profound sadness ... because somehow ... on this journey on trying to satisfy the loved partner ... we realise it's all like the trend of trying to reach the horizon line.

And ... no matter how much we try ... all is just useless ... or best case scenario... just illusory.

Until ... one day ... when we become aware that the sadness from our face ... is actually the representation of our intuition ... whispering us ... on and on and on ... "Stop it! Just ... stop it! It's all a pathless path!"

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